PLEASE HELP ME WITH THIS GUY!?

I think if yall were meant to be it will happen someday ... Don't loose hope but don't hold ur self back from other guys with potential there this guy I've liked since the 5th grade we were best friends and we knew everything about each other we dated once in the 5th grade lol but we were young but I always thought in my heart that we were meant to be and I always held myself back from dating other guys in hope that he'd see how I felt but then I met some one new and guess what I'm getting married in a year I will always have love for my best friend in my heart but I'm still friends with him cus then he's still in my life and as long as he's in my life it's all cool so keep ur head up girl and good luck